My grandfather, Jay, he died this morning in his sleep. He didn't suffer. He had his wits about him til the day he died. My family was prepared for his passing. Except for me. I was not prepared. I was caught off guard. I am sad and I am dealing, but I'm not sure of how to proceed ( Read more... )

It's been a while ( Read more... )

So last night, everyone in my house is sick, I'm looking up TVtropes on Wiki and having fun with it, when I find THIS ( Read more... )

I was brave today ( Read more... )

I should have posted this over 2 weeks ago, but as you are about to read, I've been busy ( Read more... )

for somebody else ( Read more... )

By all accounts, I should be doing much better now. But I only fel weird and lonesome, out of place, like all the world's missing left socks. I feel weaker these past few days than I have in such a long while. Fatigued is the word. I feel as bold, as spiritually open as ever and the easy silence of my life comes and goes in shifts of comforting ( Read more... )

I only know what day it is from my computer's heading as I write. This has without a doubt been the best and at times the most stressful if not the worst few weeks of my life. I know that _storyteller_ allready posted about us being married, but I still would like to put down some of my thoughts on the whole shebang now that it's over ( Read more... )

Hey all. Someday I'm going to get married. For real. And I'm going to move out of my black-hole, bullshit, man-bites-dog-town (with a spanish name) for good. I'm writing every day now. Except today... Because today I realized that Lee is serious about this whole thing and he has a working support system with allies and connections. As of ( Read more... )